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Not gonna tell what happened in my day or that sort in this post... Fess it all out here... Been browsing roung Friendster for the past 15mins... read all the testimonals of my friends etc... All like bursting with testimonals and friends... I don't think any amount of testimonals would reflect even a single percent of that person... Sure, it may show the person's outside or what friends think of that person... What really separates the true friends is their abillity to see within... Able to see beyond the surface level... Well me, I haven't found a person who'll fit that description.. I don't care whether he/she remembers my birthday.. I don't care whether he/she knows what colour I like... What I want in a friend is that understanding... Example, Timothy thinks I'm just a lameass, while HT all he cares bout is his computer game... The only person who I truly regard as a friend is Lam... Not that close to him now, ever since he went to E2 and me E1... I always try to remain neutral socially... Don't belong to any cliques or anything like that... Even Joel has all his loser friends... Think the reason people want to group together is the security the group provides.. I feel secure by my very lonesone... Althought a companion would be nice... I think I spent too much time by myself.. Usually would go to some shopping mall to just look around.. Mostly electronics and stuff.. When I'm with myself, I usually do lotsa think.. (what else can you do?) Not think out loud... People would recommend you to the Woodbrigde Hospital immediately... Most of the time I would think about some great notion, something you would expect from a philosopher... Like "whats the role of us humans anyway.. plants give us oxygen to breath.. Life itself depends on plants.. then whats our purpose... can life survive without us?" That kinda stuff... People would think I'm crazy walking to PS, (read my 15th Oct post) but it gives me lotsa time to be with myself.. Maybe thats how I revise.. Ask Heng Tee, he'll know..
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.:JeReMyChAn blogged on 1:26 am:.
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